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The Apology-BGCSE Practice

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I stood before Him with a torn and bleeding heart; there was no hiding my shame. I felt insignificant, compared to Him, like a dust speck floating aimlessly through still air.  But at the same time, I felt disturbingly at ease. His luminating presence took my breath away, reminding me of why I loved Him in the first place. We, his winged servants called Him 'Master', but he was like a father to me.

Master's skin glittered like diamonds, transparent but colorful even in the dullest of light. His gorgeous eyes penetrated through the pale fog that hung heavy around us.

I was condemned to purgatory, a place where shunned angels were left to die. Its distorted trees offered no solace, and appeared to choke the sky with its curled branches.

My wings were plagued with decay, withering my radiant golden feathers down to the cartilage. Putrid chloride gas was the air i breathed, paling my skin and burning my lungs. I felt like an angel out of hell, giving into the beauty of his glorious being.

It was rare though, seeing Master here; surely He was going to redeem me.

His lips parted, releasing a golden melodic voice that flowed like water. Delirium possessed me then, and I fell to my knees.

"I have given into unnatural urges, m'Lord," It was a somber confession, and I dared not to look at him.
"The lust within my heart was not of you, but of Satan. To lust after another woman, is an abomination in relative to your creation." My sunken eyes looked up at Master, only to find an expressionless but beautiful face. Would he forgive me? Would he embrace me into his powerful jeweled arms and save my soul?

Master did no such thing, at least not right away. My mind then slipped from reality, high from the poison that sedated my entire body. Images flashed within my brain, resurrecting the memories of my sin; the betrayal of my Lord.



[I was supposed to be her Savior.
Before my current state, I owned the prestigious position of a guardian. the human I looked after was a troubled soul, but unnaturally beautiful. Her birth name was Leihnah, but I affectionately called her 'Lei'. Her ivory skin seemed almost immaculate, and her eyes blazed a beautiful silver. Leihnah's hair flowed red and wild like a fire nymph, and her lips were pink and full.

I had the privilege of literally existing around Lei; I was her company. But it wasn't before long that friendship eventually turned to lust, and I constantly found myself wrapped in her glorious naked embrace.

Her flesh was strangely stimulating, for I had never felt the touch of a human before. Her kisses left me intoxicated, and her body was like a drug. I loved Lei more than life itself, and that, I believe, was the real wrong of my actions.

When I managed to come to my senses I fled; far, far away from her, fearful and ashamed of what I had done. It secretly pained me, knowing that I may never see Lei again. I was forbidden to leave the supernatural realm, and I was damned to suffering ever since.]



My mind suddenly resurfaced, ripped from my thoughts by Master. He embraced me now; and I chocked back my cry of relief. I fought back oncoming tears when I managed to to whisper my plead for forgiveness.

Master still spoke no words, but I knew in my heart that I was saved.
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nikeetah's avatar
Woah....in a good way :)