Silly MeThough I never asked for pity,I came to this cityOn the wings of a butterfly.Your copper-strungAcid loveBecame a part of meThose frosted sillsLeft me chilledAnd stung a mile awayNow just in caseLove turned to hatePlease keep this thought in mindI loved you onceAnd only onceBut not a second timeAs it dies downWithout a soundThe dark will still reign freeBut keep me closeSo very closeWe'll drip back into dreamsThough I could grieveOr take my leaveAs though a sane man would,I could forgetThe things you saidBut found I never could.But silly meTo think maybeThat you failed miserablyAt life and loveI tried becauseI thought you'd never leaveI followed your songIt kept me strungBut your sulphur-laced glitter spell didn't last longSo silly me for thinkingThat you were somehow sinking[Remind me next time, to leave those floats behind]
Queen of The Flies~QUEEN OF THE FLIES~Sullen daylightCome to meMurmured soSolemnlyTake me toThe crushing seasThe kind that took the life of thesePioneers.Blood and tearsShe loved and taught me through the years.Hold on to fear.The only thingThat life would bringIs one of these.I give you sullen daylightAnd stars that glowed alikeThe dusty ones that shone so brightThey brought the darkest nights to lifeI see the skiesBrought out the sighsIn you.The blast of colorWent underwaterThose crystal tears from herI've never been so kind to youYou traveled with the wind that blewNorth of here, I kept it trueTo the gem in my hand.Oh I'd giveOh.what.I'd.give!For her,My sullen daylight
To Reach Equilibrium how it possible that you trigger some kind of hormone that goes against my equilibrium yet you are. this. stability. who are you as a person. really. nothin was said to me i just wonder and you dont have to answer. cause i dont need explanations. im not a smoker. but a swallower and sometimes a sniffer. i do what i do for a more lethal reason. i yearn the feeling of illness and the ability to feel every vein burning it slows me down, i collapse. i blame my clumsiness. i dont think anyone's caused it but my mind veered off course. i was stressed you see. thats my alibi. i guess i found my new way of self mortification.
Torn EyesYou saw me cry todayBut confused my tears with the rainI've never been the sameSince the day you called my name*And you wonder why I cryThen I smiledAnd say I haven't seen her in a while.Though cracked and driedThey hide how drained I really am.I prayed one day it could be true.I just really wish that I can talk to you.*I could move onBut I've broken down many times over.It was my fault,Exposing myself to its beautyI committed those sins so constantlyYet you never left me...I told you before,We're nothing but dolls.*I grow weary under this mask...I burn like fireYour body expiredI want you still
Abstract Thoughts .a little spider spun webs at my bedside one time whispering its dreams of the future to me.her voice was pinched but i heard her ever so clearly in my mind, as if we were talking telepathically. her web still hangs there, no doubt. gathering dust, yet sparkling as if dew sat upon it. i miss my little girl. fiction of course. but some kind of metaphor that i havent quite deciphered. whatever appeared and made 'sense' to me. like i said before i liked that song. gave me a reason to type this. i dont know the length or what i'll be driven to discuss but focus on the now. im writing by musical inspiration. yeeaaah they help the most. soft bubbles escape to the surface as it greets the glitters of the sky.some say they're old voices of the creatures of the sea. or a beautiful naiad's song. it makes no sound though, for human ears